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Neurosis of failure

When I discovered structural analysis, I was, at best, in the prospect as for my professional future, at worst, I saw myself useless and shall not find my place in the society.

This feeling came along with an incapacity to undertake whatsoever, despite run-ups, even of a capacity turned out to stubble me so however, whenever I had advanced  in a way… Neurosis of failure …

It was distressing, a suffering often, incomprehensible always.

This suffering questioned me. I anticipated for a long time that it was the sign of a bigger space, still.

My everyday life was a perpetual questioning, oscillating between injustice and guilt.

After my first session of structural analysis, the glance which I concerned my small life and the life generally, changed.

A new  » grid of reading  » appeared. This change came true during a most stressful phase of my professional life. Structural analysis then accompanied me in a decision-making, until then unthinkable (unacceptable?).

Henceforth, if my being seems to me still filled with sensitive and complex shadow zones, if questions remain, I saw myself more calmed…

Especially, the fruit of this work of analysis is a change in the nature of my questioning: I do not wonder any more,  » why am I so? « But » how to live what I am?  » The perspectives are quite different, more peacefull…

Mrs S.C., France